Thursday, May 11, 2006

Someday

Dear Hex,
Someday, I will listen to a sad song on the radio and I won't burst into tears. Someday, I will hear an Ani song and not think of you. Someday, I will pass by an AutoZone and I won't cringe.

Someday, something good will happen to me, and I won't think of telling you about it. Someday, I will be able to let someone touch me without thinking of your hands. Someday, I won't think of your lips when I kiss someone else's.

I gave you everything that I could give you, without giving up myself. I used up all of the compassion, all of the understanding, and most importantly, all of my trust when it comes to you. Plain and simple, I will not let my children around someone that I don't trust.

Someday, I won't love you anymore.
Always,
Me

2 comments:

Samantha said...

This made me cry!!

BrokeMom said...

It's okay, I cried while I wrote it! That just means that my meaning came through...